Dear Brody Lee,
Let me start off by saying this has been the best 7 months of my life. You are an amazing, precious and sweet boy. You have the cutest smile; brightest eyes; most hilarious laugh. You spend most of your days at home playing with me. You are learning to sit now, although you are still a little wobbly. As your therapists would say " Weebles wobble, but they don't fall down." You have been teething for what seems like forever; both of your bottom teeth are coming in. You still refuse to play on your tummy, but we try everyday. I'm sure that you won't crawl but instead you will walk. We got your braces for your feet yesterday, they are black with white skulls, and I love them.
So many things in my life have changed since the day you were born. I now know what it feels like to love, and to be loved. I am a happier person; even though your daddy would disagree :) I drive myself crazy with all of your doctors appointments and worrying about whats next. But I know that everything will turn out perfectly. Tuesday we will finally see a genetic counselor and have some testing done. Maybe we will get some answers. I promise you, that no matter what we find out we will treat you and love you exactly the same. When I met you on October 6th, I told myself that I will be the best mom that I can be everyday for the rest of my life and I have been. I hope and pray when we speak with that doctor and all the test are done, she says they were wrong and you are perfectly perfect. Even though I guess it doesn't really matter anyway; You are happy, healthy and beautiful.
Your heart is getting better, your kidney is fine, you eat like a champ, and your feet are well on their way to walking. I don't think that life could get any better. Every news we find out has been good news and I'm sure it will continue this way.
Mommy and Daddy Love You!
Forever & After
